The “importance,” implied or otherwise, has increased. I just can’t wait to stand up there next to Cam and promise to be with him and love him forever! Even if I have to get my license a week or two after the wedding. We had already planned to get mine plucked, though both Cam AND Heather suggested that was a bad idea, due to my VERY low tolerance to pain. We spent the next couple of days unpacking and organizing everything (almost everything is in its place now, except for a few thing that need to be hung up on the wall). I’d rather have it beforehand.
We went to the social security office the other day so my name is officially changed! But last night was awful. Hurt much more than I was expecting and for a lot LONGER than I was expecting. We got a lot of great gifts, that BARELY fit in the car. It would be easier if the driving instructor believed in me, too. The ceremony went off without a hitch, no pun intended! But that doesn’t eliminate the worry that he’ll be upset or disappointed if I fail.
Indeed, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation, the old has gone and the new has come. They have an opening on the day we were hoping. TL;DR Adventures in Love and Autism And I didn’t fall prey and get any of it! We told them to bill us. But it will be our family and friends and that’s almost terrifying for some reason. My nails are half-way done, then all I have to do is TRY to relax. She didn’t use the wheelchair. Either way! :O It was fun, and a good way to spend part of the last weekend I have living with my family. Then I got to go see a new (baby) foster cousin for the first time at my aunt’s house, and we put together the wedding favors while we were there.
Next weekend is the wedding and starting off my life living with my new husband! That WAS the Pace office. Cam says it’s ironic. I’m really frightened and dreading the test. I can only hope that I’ll be writing those very soon. The decorations for the ceremony and the reception are almost completely done, just a few minor details need to be attended to tomorrow. Guess which category I fall under!
I’m not ashamed to say and flinched every single time, my body trying to jump off the table half of the time! He might be and just doesn’t realize that he’ll feel that way, considering it hasn’t yet happened.
It’s worse because I have to take it in a place in which I’ve NEVER driven before. I have a strange freak-out sort of head. In your mind, can you picture yourself living there? I can barely believe it. You gotta … Only kind of, because I was stressed out. For him.
So, did I pass my driver’s test? I felt fantastic after the fall in the shower previously (a couple of Sundays ago) but that might not be the result this time! But everyone keeps reminding me that, in that moment, it will be just Cam and I. I hope they’re right. What if I mess up? Of course, I can’t wait to start my life with Cam, but I don’t think it’s fully hit yet that I won’t see my parents or my brothers everyday. Can you see yourself living there?
The office here in Pensacola apparently has NO openings until May 29th, WAY after we were planning. ), but other than that, my amazing husband hasn’t allowed me to do chores, clean, or cook. Whenever I think of that, such as this moment, I am reduced to tears. But this time I only got upset when dad or Cam said it. He truly is my soul-mate and I feel as if I’ve been waiting forever to share my life with him. I asked her if she was nervous and told her she looked beautiful and she would do great. Then we had to take Cam’s mom’s truck back to her place in Milton.
When has it ever been any different for me? When it got close to the kissing part, I did get a little nervous but then when we started kissing, Pastor Bob started counting, so that made us relax. Not a great start to a marriage, having a hospital bill so soon. We also go to talk to one of my ex-foster cousins, who I love and miss greatly. When you label yourself, you limit yourself. *Giggles* But that’s not uncommon for the Doctor Who universe. I’m still completely proud of my cousin Molly, and am praying for her constantly.
As soon as we unloaded the car (after my wonderful new husband carried me over the threshold of our home first), we started in on opening the gifts. He said it was also ironic because I’m the queen of test-taking. ❤. I was so shocked at the end and I asked how I did and he said I passed. Dad says I’m going to pass it and I’m going to do great. I’ll move on briefly to happier things. A holy kiss lasts two minutes or less, anything longer is unholy (until after the wedding, when nothing is unholy). Even though I’ll most likely be taking the driving test in the rain. But I cannot. Stop labeling yourself. It started out SCORCHING hot, about 80 degrees. The instructors during the driving test have never given me the time I need to keep my head on straight. *Giggles* It still feels like he loves me.
It looked okay, but not as great as it would be if someone else did it. But I’m still nervous.
He was funny. Dad surprised me with the slide-show for when guests are arriving. Another fear occurred to me today in regards to the wedding: those moments leading up to Pastor Bob saying “…you may now kiss the bride” are going to be terrifying! Sometimes our yard is FILLED with squirrels. I went to my aunt’s tonight to see my baby foster cousin and almost everyone ended up there, talking and eating (I LOVE fried chicken!! Which I think is acceptable because there was a CHOCOLATE Festival at the mall today, with chocolate items spread throughout the mall, so I had to face it no matter where we went. I was not so eager for a waxing, either, but she said we could go with her and I could watch. Then the man said we were at the wrong office, wrong place ENTIRELY (said we had to go to the Pace office)… joking, of course, but still. Take Care of the Basics Whine a little. It’ll most likely hit in its entirety the day of the wedding. We both appreciate all of you completely and are so happy you were part of our wedding! I want to start over. Worse, my desire to not upset or DISAPPOINT my fiance, has made it worse. I love them all! Size 11 in women’s, normally! Those moments also include me writing future blog posts in my head, blog posts where I was successful. Sitting on the porch reading in such weather is so meditative, I can go from feeling down to feeling downright happy very quickly with just that simplicity. Our house was a total disaster area for about 2 or 3 days after that. Dad kept telling me on the way there that I was going to do fine.
Went to church with Cam, tried to figure out who’s going to start the slide-show and the music for the ceremony.
Success!! Learn more about saving and your spending habits. Everyone, right before big points in my life (graduating high school, going to college, moving on campus, etc.) Well, it’s been a long time since I’ve written a blog post, have you missed me? That’s not right.
It’s bittersweet. What’s more important, we had fun. Now that I can relax and breathe, I can get completely excited about the wedding (and more stressed about it, but there are downsides to everything)! The wedding starts at 2 PM but I’m getting there around 12:30. Thanks to my mom and his mom, I looked great!
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